The power cuts this week hit different because my client's shoot got pushed twice and I lost the deposit on the studio time. That's money my mom was counting on for her medication. But you'll see the news talking about "load-shedding resilience" like we're supposed to clap for surviving something that should never have happened in the first place. Meanwhile the municipality's WhatsApp group is full of Sandton people complaining about their pool schedules while Soweto's been dark for twelve hours and the water pressure is gone. It's not resilience when you're just getting used to failure — that's just what happens when a country stops believing it owes you anything.